shawnhar

Thanks guys, it's just hard right now, external factors taking my time and mandatory OT at my job, I feel a terrible loss when I don't get to put the work in. 

At the risk of sounding like a mama, please get some help if you actually feel like you are dying a little every day.  I hope you figure out a way of feeling ceramically engaged even when you don't for a little while have hours for the studio.

Thank you Gabby, it's just the job, I don't know if you've ever seen the old TV show "The Prisoner", but I am number 616352 and that's all I am. The pay and benefits are too good to give up though, so I get on with what needs to be done. I'm solid, but sometimes it feels good to vent.